NaNa_KuroMaou46

2009-09-27T17:22:00.001+08:00

Hey Just to update this blog is still active but not used.... I'm currently using my LJ right now... Nothing much but mostly are my lyrics entries!! Go check em out...

2009-04-08T21:39:00.003+08:00

hi

I know hvn updated VERYVERYVERY long....

eva since this yr, i've been more emo, i tink... I feel like more depressed& somhow more pathetic as well....

seriously, in my life, rite now e oni ying dat i'm happy bout is NewS & Keii..... If I don hv dem rite now, i'd prob b crying cauz i gotta go skul or study.... It's pathetic, YA!!! My happiness lies in the hands of 6 ppl who don know me, don know i exist & r miles&miles away...... But I don regret knowing NewS & more importantly Keii.....

But now, I'm super numb, I don know how & wat to feel anymore???!!? It's like i feel happy bout somtin but den i'll get sad tinkin bout e -ve side but den remind myself wy i like it in e 1st place den get happy again.... I'm confused & sometimez i feel like it'd b better if i culd juz stay a str face & not smile.... Go away to a mountain & juz, free myself....

I'm glad I hv my frens, I'm glad I love Keii, I'm glad I hv music to help me through my days..... I'm depressed how pathetic i live my life, feeling like i'm juz dreadin it 4 ppl who don even know or accept or assume me..... Sometimez I wana fall in2 a deep sleep & nvr wake up, not die, but juz long enough to e point wer i can find my peace & wen i do wake, i don feel as crap.....

I hate myself 4 being this, wateva this is

DePReSSeD

2009-01-14T21:57:00.002+08:00

Hiz ppl!?!?!?!

I'm SUPERSUPERSUPER depressed rite now!!! Bout wat?????

Bout EVERYTING!!!!

It's stupid rili wen I think bout it but yet it was enough to make me cry... a... lot.....

I'm wierd, but that's why I'm loved, h..a...h...a...

Things troubling me :

1. Singing

2. After high skul, ????

3. Keii-chan (This problem is forever there, seriously)

4. ??????

5. Keii-chan (The person I cry most over these days)

6. Being in Singapore, being lonely, being sad

7. Keii-chan (I [seriously] don't know... Anymore, nvr did, I oso don't know)

I HATE being sooooo COMPLEX over such simple matters.... & moz of all, WHY DO I ALWAYS COntradICT MYSELF OR TWIST WHAT I WANT BECAUZ I ALWAYZALWAYZ THINK TOO MUCH

Plz save me.....Keii

This is no fic, [sori] juz felt like putting down some nonsense...

Nana

Private Hearts

2009-01-04T19:51:00.000+08:00

Yo!!!

Today's my BIRTHDAY!!!! I'm 15 Baby!!!! Still a JAP-Will-BE, Still LOVE my KITTY-CHAN & my FRENZ!!!! Still on the road of being the ABSOLUTE FABNTABULOUS NANAtoTARU!!!

Changed my back, ground that is!!! Stretched it so luks a bit weird but cauz I wanted it BADLY to FIT!!!!

NANA

7 things ~NANAfied~

2008-12-21T18:02:00.000+08:00

Yo!?!?! Sashiburi!?!?!

Som1 requested my NANAfied ver. of 7 things so here it is....

7 things

I prob shuldn say this but somtimez I get so mad

Wen I think about the previous relationship we nvr had

It wasn't awesome, we nvr had it

It's not possible 4 me not to care

Now I'm standing in the rain

And you're nvr gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

Chorus

You smell

You're wierd

You're insecure

You love boyz, you like girls

You make me laugh, you make me cry

Why do you cost so much to buy??

Your frenz, they're sissies wen they act like you

Juz know it hurts

I wana be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

No1's gayer than you

It's hot & frustrating as I wait 4 you to come

With a melting choc ice-cream, sweatin like a pig under the sun

When you come, I'll kick your ass

Cauz beatin you is the best, let's make it clear

I'm not waiting 4 you

Our gay relationship is through

The 7 things I hate about you
Chorus

That's it!!! I was bpred in class [as alwayz] so.....

OUT

Nana

2008-12-12T17:23:00.000+08:00

Here's a LARGER pic of the WONDERFULLY-SCATHING-FANSERVICE PICTURE!!!!

~KYAAA~

Evritime I luk at dis pic, I get extremely high & start laughing like hell!!!!

NEKO SHOW!!!

2008-12-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

YO!!!

Today I went to a cat show

And prob in ur mind u'd think, "So?"

It wasn't exactly fun, but not bad too

I mayb gained muscles, who knew

(4th - 10th placing)

Manual labour, it actually was

But it weren't a total loss

Saw many cats, some cool, some long
And of course, if u know me u'd know i sang songs

(Top 3)

In the end, I was tired, worked hard till 6
But I did get my laughs a couple of hilarious kicks
Though a lot of fur I had to clean
And mayb more than wat I shuld've seen

The interestin part was the "Animal Planet" live

Where I became scared & others wuldv'e broken into hives

The horrific view, WHAT?? you may ask

Was 2 cats humping, the scariness last

(We got McD for lunch)

All & all, it weren't all that bad

From all the fluff & fur *GACK*

Now I'm home writin this ting

& so I'm loggin off to SING

HAHA

Nana

Nemutte kirenai yo!!! Tasukete!!!

2008-12-02T03:29:00.000+08:00

I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!

Truth is, dis is juz a distraction 4 my prev entry bout YAMAPI!!!!!

so,

I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!

HAHA

Natasha a.k.a. Kuromaou a.k.a. Nana

Kimochi

2008-11-28T03:13:00.000+08:00

Yo minna!!!

This entry is 2 convey my feelings on/for Yamapi..

If ya know me, you'd prob say that I like him but wuld normally hear me complaining bout him & saying "I hate him"!!!! Truthfully, IDK wat my actual feelings 4 him r either...!?!?! Wierd huh?? In the 1st place, ya'd prob think I'm over-fanned on Yamapi cauz I use words like love & hate, which r RILI STRONG words that convey ACTUAL, SERIOUS emotions but if ya know "know" me, ya'd know I'm not exageratin... I'm not a typical fan but I'm not crazy either... so, rest assured.... XDXD

Truthfully, again, I don actually "hate" him & to tell ya e truth, I hv no idea why I dislike him either... It's juz dat weneva I think of him or see his pic, I feel angri... Wierd rite??? I'd get upset wen I hear rumors like him with a girl... Eg. Him & Gakki [whom I dislike] in a hot tub

But wen I RILI luk at him, closely, in2 his eyez, der's dis inevitable, gut feeling that he's lonely... Sometime's I feel so stupid 2 think so but it's like I'm so sure of it, like I believe it even though I know I'm juz assuming!!! I'm wayy contradictive of myself, don ya tink??? Dis is normal, actually... One of my "charming" "unique" characters of confusing MYSELF!!!

On his J-web "Yamashita no Nikki" , his recent entry..... As a personal Pi note, he wrote,

"Cauz ya live, I live.... Cauz ya live, I hv twice as many stars in my sky"

I mean, though it's wayy cheesy.... I like it, bein a romancist & all.... I'd TOTALLY BLUSH if Yamapi said dat 2 me, no doubt [cauz it''s wayy sweet]

But e ting is, in my opinion [& Taru] , somtin as heartfelt, sweet & romantic as dat shouldn be said so easily/lightly to A GAZILLION fans.... It should be saved 4 dat 1 special person ya rili like or LOVE.... I get he wans 2 express himself 2 his fans, but he shuld try usin less "deep" words....

I know I'm wayy complez, confusin, 2 in-depth-tinkin-2-much & mayb annoyin, but it's juz how I feel!!! Actual truth, I love how I'm like this, even though somtimez frustratin [4 me 2] but hey.... dat's why I'm interesting rite??? [HAHA][Don hv 2 agree cauz at least I know som ppl think so] XDXD

That's all for now!!! [for now, be minded, HAHA]

Out & Mostly Confused

Natasha a.k.a. Kuromaou a.k.a. Nana

NewS - Color album OUT!!!

2008-11-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

Yo guyz!!!

NewS Color album is OUTTT!!!

Actually, not really.... Release date : 19th

Nov but loads of ppl aredi got theirs

through pre-order so now I've got ALL the songs!!!!

My fave title would hv 2 be :

1. Forever

2. SMILE MAKER, Fly Again,

Ryo-chan's ordinary & KoyaShige's Murarisuto

3. The rest 4. Yamapi's MOLA

"Murari" means somtin like

"an uprising 'naughty' feeling"....

The song has that same CUTE melody

like "Chirarizumu"!!!! The song is WAY CATCHYYY

& it's prob cauz the tune is somewat

like a song you'd tink is from "Hairspray" !!!!

[At least, that's wat I tink XD]

"MOLA" , on the other hand, means "sexy lady" ....

P-chan's whole solo, this time, is in ENGLISH!!!

I mean, it's great that he want 2 pursue

Eng & international fans but his lyrics are

"kinda repulsive", at least 4 me!!!!

It has lines like Eg.

1 : Girl you need to get up on me

2 : I'll make you wanna shout just like

oh ooo oh ooo

3 : Let's make love in this club through the night

4 : Let me make you numb

Idk bout you guyz, but I find it

WAY DISGUSTING, HORNY & MASOCHISTIC!!!!

It's as though he was in that state of mind when he wrote it!!!

It's WAYWAYWAY ERO!!!!

I'm sori 2 ANY/ALL Yamap fans but, truth,

I'm WAYY DISAPPOINTED!!!!

Reason why I LOVE J-POP is that the songs

have deeper meaning & more true,

comparing to Eng music ya hear t

hese days!!!! I mean, stuff like

'shortiez with their booties', sex

& other crap I'm SICK of listening 2!!!!

Don get me wrong, their AWESOME songs

[sometimez] but I'm juz not in2 them....

I still LOVE Rihanna & others though!!!

That's it!!!

BYE

Natasha a.k.a. Kuromaou a.k.a. Nana

BAMBINA!!!

2008-11-16T19:13:00.001+08:00

Yo!!!

I juz found the lyrics & translation 4 NewS - Bambina & I was SHOCKED...!!!....!!!!

The lyrics are way ERO & doS ne!!!! MAJIDE!!!!! I mean, 'Ai no MATADOR' was ERO 2 but 'Bambina' is WAYYY OFFFF!!! Here's the lyrics & translation.... 4 those who aren't interested in the song, Imma post e translation 1st!!!! Btw, BAMBINA is ITALIAN for 'little girl'. Also used as a cute way to refer to girls in general or to one's girlfriend.

Bambina

Tansalation

山下 : Wet lips, chaotic breath, overflow

Don't tease me, 'cause I can't control myself

増田 : What are you thinking of, while looking at the ring scar?

I'll make you forget about him

錦戸 : If you're the one to seek comfort

I'll embrace you tightly until dawn breaks

[Chorus 1]

ALL : Bambina, naked as you are

Bambina, feel more

Like or Love? let me hear your answer

Every time our bodies lie on top of one another

It's like an electric shock running through me

Show me, I want all of you

Lonely, wounded Bambina

小山 : Even though I've woken from my dream, it's a warmth that will never fade

in the back of my mind I am reminded of your hips

手越 : Loosely

加藤: See, since tonight as well you are the one to seek it

Until dawn breaks I won't let you go

[Chorus 2]

ALL : Bambina, honest as you are

Bambina, don't tell me lies

Real or Fake? let me hear your answer

My heart, as if burning up

Is scorching with impatience

So come here, I'll give you my whole self

手越 : Raise your overly delicious voice

I'll make it go on until it is almost broken

山下 : I'll make you feel it more

[Chorus 1]

Romaji

山下 : Nureta kuchibiru midareta toiki afureru

Jirasanaide gaman dekinai kara

増田 : Yubiwa no kizuato minagara nani wo omou no?

Aitsu nante wasuresasete ageru yo

錦戸 : Nagusametette kimi ga motomeru nara

Yoru ga akeru made dakishimeru

[Chorus 1]

ALL : Bambina hadaka no mamade

Bambina motto kanjite

LIKE or LOVE? sono kotae wo kikasete

Karada kasaneru tabini

BIRIRI kakenukeru kara

Misete yo kimi wo subete hoshii yo

Samishii kizudarake no Bambina

小山 : Yume kara sametemo kesshite kienai nukumori

Mabuta no ura omoiukabu koshitsuki

手越 : Midarani

加藤 : Konya mo hora kimi ga motomeru kara

Yoru ga akeru made hanasanai

[Chorus 2]

ALL : Bambina sugao no mamade

Bambina uso tsukanaide

REAL or FAKE? sono kotae wo kikasete

Kokoro yakedo mitaini

JIRIRI kogashiteru kara

Oide yo boku o subete ageru yo

手越 : Amasugiru koe wo hariagete

Kowareru kurai ni ikaseteyaru

山下 : Motto kanji sasete yaru yo

[Chorus 1]

That's all!!!

Out & About : Natasha a.k.a. Kuromaou a.k.a. Nana

NOTIN!!!

2008-11-15T01:59:00.000+08:00

Yo/Ohayou/Oyasumi

As alwayz, there is SOO NOTIN 2 do..... I'm sickeningly BORED OUTTA MY MINd...[KYAAA, some1 kill me {but rili, don't (haha)}]

But now, NewS is like constantly invading my thoughts... I fit's not NewS, it's Keii-chan or somtin bout Johnny's & that was rili pissin & stressin me out cauz it'd juz remind me off the fact that I'LL NVR DEBUT!!!!

Currently, I'm hung up on KoyP's "Ginza Rhapsody", but other songs are rili catchin my attention 2 like Massu's "MasSuperman" [WAY CATCHY]!!!

I SOOOOSOOOO BADLY wana go 2 1 of NewS's Party.... NewS decided as a group 2 4m now on call ALL CONCERTS as a PARTY..... They're latest 1st 'PARTY' was in Sendai... It wasn't exactly a concert but juz a small concert party... It's called "The Diamond Party" & they're latest concert is "NewS Winter Party Diamond" [though I seriously think they should rearrange the name 2 "NewS Winter Diamond Party"!!! I SOOO wanted 2 go 2 the sendai party!!! That's wer they did the op performance 4 they're new solos' like "Ginza Rhapsody" "MasSuperman" "Tambourine" [Shige's solo] ..... Oh & there were some hot & scathing performances...

Here's a boost :

[Keii-chan on top of Tesshi {KYAAA, SOO HOTT!!!}]

[Keii-chan cuddling 2 Massu {which was actually the scathing photo
counter-attacking Keii-chan&Tesshi's HOT photo}]

[These were the boyz at their mini "NewS Winter Party Diamond"]

[This photo was taken 4 the "party"'s pamphlet book

Don my boyz look cute 2gdr?!?!?! Especially my 2 BOYZ, Kitty-chan & Tesshi]

Well, that's it!!!

Bye

Natasha a.k.a. KuroMaou a.k.a. Nana

Ginza Rhapsody

2008-11-13T14:40:00.000+08:00

Ginza Rhapsody

Shiraketa yoru ni idakarete
Tabako fukashite mite mo
Shirazu shirazu omae no sagashiteru ze

Anata nante wasureta wa
Hitori de kakko tsukete
Dakedo ima mo sutekirenai no yo yubiwa

Tokei wo miagete mo
Hakanai yume no merodi

[Chorus]

Shinu hodo itoshikute dakedo aenakute
Futari mata kyou shiranai hitoto dakiatte
Hitomi tojiru tabi modoreru kigashite
Aa mata mune wo yogiru ginza rapusodi

Otono nai heya de hitori
Omoide BAGGU tsumete
Sute ni ikuze dokoka tooi machi made

Anata ga iretetta botoru
Are kara hettenai wa
Choudo ii wa kirai datta ano kaori

Tokei wa modosenai
Munashii uso no merodi

Chorus

[Anna ni mabushikute anna ni dakiatte]
[Futari yorisotteta hibi wa kienakute]
Hitomi tojiru tabi aesou na kigashite
Aa mata mune wo kogasu ginza rapusodi

Doko ni iru no?

[ ] + [Chorus]

Doko ni Iru no?

Original F.I.U. of Ginza Rhapsody

From afar you look at me mysteriously
Juz one look & I could already see
In your eyes, something lies
Like a sadness that you hide deep in your heart

Like the rhythm of a song I call to you
In an instant, you could feel it too
On this night, with this vibe
Break free & let go of the pain you feel inside

Open your heart & search deep within
And soon you'll start to hear this melody

Chorus

[And now there's just the two of us]
[Our love will brighten up the way]
[Trust yourself & take my hand & follow me]
[To find our destiny]
No matter what I'll always be
By your side so then you'll see
{[My love]}
{[Our dream's a reality]}
{[Just like this rhapsody]}

As we start to venture deep into our souls
To find the person that we could truly be
Never hide, throw aside
All of the hesitations in your mind

Erasing all the memories of your painful past
Let your heart be free to love again
Dance with me, let me be
The one to lead your heart to somewhere new

Follow your heart and find who you are
No matter what, I'll be there never far

Chorus

{Exploring who we are inside}
{Together on this crazy ride}
{Never fear so let's move on to find our way}
{No matter come what may}
{Forget about what others say}
{Believe that we'll get there someday}
My love
Our dream's a reality
Living this rhapsody

[ ] + { } + {[ ]}

Forever rhapsody

Sori, my lyrics are a bit winding for the last mixed chorus... [heehee]

NANA

SUPPP!!!

2008-11-13T14:13:00.000+08:00

Yoz!!!

SASHIBURIIIII :D:D:D:D

Gomen!!! I've been really LAZY & BORED & SOOOO SUPER BORED!!!!! Tryin 2 find a job but the plan is so far SUCKFIT.....

N lately, I've been in such a SLUMP & been juz SCHLUMPIN at home.... ALONE.... BORED.....To mY DeAtH [waaaawawaaa]

Anywayz, e oni ting dat pumps me & keep my brain workin is

NewSNewSNewSNewSNewS [mA BOYz]

KoyaP did a duet 4 deir !st Winter Diamond Party Concert Start-off & it

was AWESOME!!!! I'll hang the song in my MUSIC section & the lyrics in the next post!!! My next post is a cont. of this post.....

Post 2 preview : Lyricz to 'Ginza Rhapsody' & An Original F.I.U. of 'Ginza Rhapsody'

Sweetiez off,

Natasha a.k.a. Kuromaou a.k.a. Nana XD

Ma LYricZ!?!?!

2008-10-29T19:58:00.000+08:00

Yoz, juz an update on my lyricz.....

Here's my writing style!!!!
Basically, I write lyricz (DUH) but they are seperated into 3 groups...

GROUPZ :

1. Own Lyricz
2. F.I.U. Lyricz

~F.I.U. means "Follow It Up"... What I do is, I use back the original tune (& somtimez the original idea/theme of the song) but I create my own lyricz to it
Eg. Prisoner of Love, Gomen Ne JULIET, Ai Nante, Game of Love

3. Nanafied ver. Lyricz

~These lyricz are rearranged/changed/added to make translations of a song singable.....
Eg.Gomen Ne JULIET, Ai Nante, Ai no MATADOR, Bokura no Uta

Btw, BE CAUTIONED!!!! Some of my lyrics are HALF!!! I mean, some of my lyrics are not complete like for eg. [my F.I.U. of Gomen Ne JULIET & Prisoner of Love] are oni written till the 1st chorus.... That's juz how I write... Most of the time I oni write till th 1st chorus... I know it's wierd but... HEY!!! That's me.....

Oh, FULL CREDITS to Aitamashii [LJ] for the translations that I Nanafy from...... She's AWESOME!!!!! XDXDXD

OUt,

Natasha a.k.a. Kuromaou a.k.a. Nana

Yo...

2008-09-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

Oyasumi/Ohayou!!!

Yo....XD....."Don't You Ever Stop" is totally moving, I think!!! But prob is, we need MAYB 3 more dancerz!!! Not 2 diss any1 but Taru & I need serious dancerz!!!

Onez dat for
1 : Lovez to dance
2 : Willing to expose themselves to moves like the body wave
3 : Contribute
4 : Take seriously as in learn the movez properly when Taru & I teach

Sory, but so far oni Ji Seon, our KoreanNon-StopDancingFren is as 'devoted' as us!!! I mean, the other two are willing but juz for the sake of it so.... YAEH!!!

PLZ, if u LOVE to DANCE, drop a message....

Bye,

Natasha a.k.a. Nana a.k.a. KuroMaou

2008-09-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

Yoz!!! Oyasumi/Ohayou!!!

Here's this lyric that I wrote somtime ago... I posted it on quizilla but no1 rated so....

[LYRICZ]

Oh.....
I can't hold back, It's out of control
I feel my heart on fire
Wana hear your voice, look into your eyes
Why make me cry much harder?

Can't stand the thought of never being able to
tell you how I really feel
So distant yet near, everyday I tear
Slowly my heart, you kill

Chorus

Though you don't know how I feel
Somehow I'm glad that's that
Even if you knew someday
Will you feel for me that way?
I don't wana feel rejection or the aching of my heart
This bittersweet feeling'sslowly tearing me apart

When I look at you , somehow i'd see
loneliness in your eyes
But I can't assume the guy you are
Cauz that'll just be lies

When I see you crying, I just can't
help but cry & feel your pain
Though I know so much yet little somehow
It's driving me insane

Chorus

So, now I'm alone, thinking hard
Confusion fills my mind
Should I let you go, or let you know
The answer I just can't find
I don't wana feel rejection or the aching of my heart
This bittersweet feeling'sslowly tearing me apart

Bridge

Everyday, thoughts of you, would come so naturally
Is this love, or an obsession, or am I just going crazy
Feeling trapped & lonely, 'How much do I need to suffer?
'But I still hope for that slimmest chance that I could be your lover

Chorus

But, though you don't know how I feel
Somehow I'm glad that's that
Even if you knew someday
Will you feel for me that way?
So, now I'm alone, thinking hard
Confusion fills my mind
Should I let you go, or let you know
The answer I just can't find
Don't wana feel rejection or the aching of my heart
This bittersweet feeling'sslowly tearing me apart

(Just wana be with you)
(This feeling's one big mess)
(Hope you feel it too)
(Just wana feel that happiness)

Oh.....

Yup.....

Noting much so yaeh!!!! ~~~~~~BYE~~~~~~

OUt,

Natasha a.k.a. Nana a.k.a. KuroMaou

mY nEW lYRiCs

2008-09-17T21:56:00.000+08:00

Yo/Oyasumi/Ohayou,

My 1st lyrics after so long!!!! They're kinda RANDOM, SEIOUSLY.... I mean I started with juz the 1st sentence then I continued on spot.... So if it's not nice, spare me but I kinda like it, even though it sounds kinda scary like stalker but

basically the lyrics are suposd to : Tell a story bout this girl who feels this presence with her all the time. Rather than eeky presence, more like mysterious presence & it's somewhat like a vampire thing (juz make it as that)..... So, the girl wants to break away cauz she feels suffocated but it's like, on the other hand, she feels sonewhat security cauz the guy is always there with her, like protect her..... But mayb in a creepier way (the lyric's fault, yae technically my fault) But as You ppl know, I'm the emo, skullz, dark type so I kinda dig this lyric!!!! XD

LYRICZ

[I see you everywhere]
[I see you here & there]
[I see your shadows haunting me]

[I hear that little noise]
[A sexy, deadly voice]
[I hear footsteps following me]

[Whatever should I do? Wherever should I go?]
[The more I try to hide, the more my fears'll grow]
[And now as I stop, I turned around to see you...]

Chorus
[Smirking away, with a devil's smile]
[My words were choked inside of me]
[Tried to escape, but it's just my fate]
[To have images of you haunting me]
[Trapped inside this illusion you built]
[There's certainly no way to break free]
[But I've found a comfort I saw in you]
[No matter what you're never gone]

It's called 'Never Gone', btw!!! One thing bout my lyrics is that tha title of the song can alwayz be found on the last line... So, next time when I release a hit, juz read the lyrics & you'll know what the title is (If I purposely not put lyrics or somtin, [mayb I should do that 4 one album], Haha)

Well, that's bout it!!! Mata Ja!!! XD

Natasha a.k.a. Nana a.k.a KuroMaou

My Lost Mojo!!!

2008-09-16T20:26:00.000+08:00

Oyasumi/Ohayou!!!

~~~~MY LOST MOJO~~~~

What's that bout you ask? It's bout me not writing lyrics in how many months...!!! I mean I've wriiten some stuff like own Eng Lyrics, a.k.a. F.I.U. (Follow It Ups), to Jap songz like

1. Ai no Matador
2. Prisoner of Love [My own & Original Eng Lyrics]
3. Kiss ~Kaerimichi no Love Song~
4. Fiesta
5. Happy Music [Wrote bout Graduation]

I feel so LOST~~~~~ When is my inspiration/passion for writing lyrics coming back????
If anyone finds it, call me at my cell!!!! (HAHA) But seriously, I gotta start writing songz back....

Anywayz, 2day's like any other but I was more high I guez!?!?!?!

But gd newz on the NTT Projectz!!! [Don't You Ever Stop]'s totally on & on a ROLL.... We've got the first few parts down so far.....

Oh yae, almost 4got, I MAYB posting my lyrics here since I don't get much ratings on Quizilla... I mean a few songz got it & YAE to say those few got 4-5 star ratings, so YAE MEEEE!!!! Oh, & I MIGHT be posting up some of my drawingz, the HOT & GD-LOOKIN onez zt least!!!!

OUt & ouT,

Natasha a.k.a. Nana a.k.a. KuroMaou

CRYcryCRY

2008-09-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

Oyasumi!!!

I juz watched video of diff scenes & pics of TomaPi growing up.... I've alwayz known they were best friends & still believed that they are till now. I mean they wre friendz but I don't think their as close as before.

Then it got me thinking, "What happened to them?" I mean, if you see their pics, you would totally agree with me that NO 2 BEST FRIENDZ look soo cute & like brothers together...

Sori, my mum's ragging onme to sleep!!!

~~~~~~~GOMEN~~~~~~~

Well, I'll post again tom (I think)..... Hahaha XD

Mata Ja Ne,

KuroMaou a.k.a. Nana a.k.a. Natasha

PLZ, TAKE ME.... ANYWER!!!!

2008-09-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

Sashiburi.....

I'm SOOO BORED WITH MY LIFE!!!!

Evriday it's like school, home, school, home
~~~OR~~~
school, home, study more, school, home, study more......

Like, wat is SOOO FUN bout studyin unless it's studyin bout somtin u lov like acting/art/music!!! I'd LOV to go to an arts school. But I wana go JAPAN with Taru to an arts school. Man, I wana debut already....

If any1 wants to be in NanaToTaru, giv me a shout in my CHATZ box!!! Memberz, not includin Taru & I, will be e other dancers....

Here's the list of members so far :

Nana

1. Shibei
2. Fluffy
3.

Taru

1. Ji Seon
2. Nyx
3.

Our project now is "KAT-TUN - Don't You Ever Stop" !! I'll feature the video!!!

Well.....

~~~~~~~Ja Mata~~~~~~~~

SASHIBURI!!!

2008-08-24T18:53:00.000+08:00

Yo, SASHIBURI!!!! Sori hvn been blogging... I comez & goz!!!
Haha

Well, so far life has been..... lifeBASICALLYlifeBORINGlifeSCHOOLlife
(e HORROR)

NanaToTaru, sadly, hasn had ANY IMPROVEMENTS/CHANCES ZILCH
*CRYcryCRYcryCRY*

But no worriez, NanaToTaru goal - Debut b4 16

Oh, check out the NanaToTaru blog.... No blog entries yet though... HAHA

Well, been writing lyrics, singing, dancing, choreographing, drawing, acting(recently) & some other stuff.... The usual..... Life CAN'T POOSIBLY get any MORE BORING & PLAIN, & yet IT COULD HAPPEN!!!

Well, check out my lyrics at quizilla.com... I go by - nanaKM46. PLZ RATE, so far oni 3 of my lyrics hv been rated but at least their 4-5 star ratings XD

I'll post some of my lyrics here!!!

~~~~~~JA NE~~~~~~~

Oh, here's a video of my recent dance project for NanaToTaru!!!

aNOdEr SOnG!!!

2008-06-01T18:37:00.000+08:00

Yo, ya guyz know i write lyrics right!?!?!?

WEll..... I've juz come up with a verse....(KINOU)

Here's the full song!!!! (IMA)

Butterflies fleeting way up high,
I hope our love can be as such
When you do sweet things I alwayz ask, "Why?"

You sweetly say, "Cauz I love you soo much!"

Flowers & chocolates you always bring

When sad & crying, a song you'd sing

You try to act cool but it won't get you far

Cauz I love the guy you already are

Juz say the word & I'll promise you

I'll stay by your side, "Zutto Aishiteru!"

CHORUS

Though we shared a million kisses

Your touch still makes me stiff

Still, a million questions haunt me

A head-full of "What ifs?"

"What if fate turned back on us?"

"What if we WEREN'T meant to be?"

But your hugs make it all better!

And a more COLOURFUL WORLD for me

BRIDGE

Every kiss, every word, every promise you made

Juz secures me more & more

And even if my world starts to fade

I know you'll shine it brighter, pick me up & help me soar , Cauz

CHORUS

A more COLOURFUL WORLD for me

That's it......

Signing off

Nana a.k.a. KuroMaou a.k.a. Natasha

TesShigeIku NanaToTaru HisaMoto SukiDa

NeW SOnG!!!

2008-06-01T18:19:00.000+08:00

Yo, this song was made this morning!!!! Actually, i thought of the 1st verse while BATHING.... HAHA XD

Anywayz, it's still under construction, so, this is wat i got soo far.....

I see you walking towards me

And I try to hide my emotion

But as our eyes met

I felt a sudden notion

A song started playing

A vibe engulfed my body

In a flash, we were dancing

With you staring soo intensely, Oh

CHORUS

The feeling of your body

So warm, so sexy

Pulling me in deeper

With your hypnotizing eyes, you capture me

Your lips, your touch & the moves you do

Top the chart

Like how you tantalize others so easily

I'm a prisoner of your heart

I know it sounds somewat strange!!! As I said it's under construction so.....

Signing off

Nana a.k.a. KuroMaou a.k.a. Natasha

TesShigeIku NanaToTaru HisaMoto SukiDa

OMOSHIRO KUNAI NE!!!!

2008-05-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

HIIIIIII!!!!

Sori, been rili busy.... O...K... I'm not busy, juz kinda lazy!!!! XD But can u rili blame a girl to be so uninterested wen her life is SOOO BORING????

My life is like a FREAKIN BLACK HOLE!!! The oni diff. is that, unlike a black hole, MY black hole is WAY MORE SAD... A black hole sucks in new/interesting things some time but MY black hole of a life sucks in ZILCH, * KEPLUTZ *.... & yea I DID JUZ MAKE UP THAT WORD, sew me!!!

I juz wish that somtin wuld happen, like me being discovered or my friend being discovered then discover me ( HEEHEE ) or ONE OF THE PRINCES COMING HERE!!!!

You know, even though i RILIRILIRILI wish one of the princes to come, I'm somewat relieved that they won't ..... I know it sounds TOTALLY WIERD & CRAZY but the reason is that even if one of them were to come here, it's not as if i wuld get to meet them or be thier friend or ANYTHING for that matter. But even if somtin did happen, somtin as small as me being able to see them, i'd still feel TOTALLY SAD after that. Thing is, i'd feel a sense of dissatisfaction & TOTAL HEARTBREAK ( sooo dramatic ).

I know this sounds WAY SELFISH/UNAPPRECIATIVE of my life but i'm juz an ordinary girl so sew me for wanting an extraordinary, fantabulicious life!!!!!

Anywayz, i juz wish for YOU GUYZ'S HAPPINESS in life!!!!

Signing out,

JyuuokuAri

Nana a.k.a. KuroMaou a.k.a. Natasha

1st photo of myself, go fig., i wear the scarf, HAHA... That's my cuz, btw, she went to TKGS too...

YO!!!!

2008-05-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

Yo, watashi wa Natasha a.k.a. Nana/kuromaou.....

LOVS : singin, dancin, drawin, actin, choreographin, writing poems/songs, listnin to music, do gymnastics, ANYTIN TO DO WIT JAP especially TESSHImassuSHIGGYjunpiTOMAPIyamapi & KEI-CHAN ( a special tribute ), thus we have TesShigeIku HisaMoto.....

HATEZ : BETSUNI!!!!!